super-ecial guy .

he drives me crazy ,

yet, hes so amazing .

i love him till my heart stop ,

but as it beats , i just hate him .

shut up , dont talk , just leave me alone .

yet i wait fer him to text as i stare at my phone .

mannn , ive been considering that retail therapy ,

because this whole love thing , its really scaring me .

and i kno yu feel nothing compairs to me ,

but i gotta tell yu , my slate aint that clean .

i fuck up constantly , but thats who ill always be .

& i admire yu fer becoming the best part of me .

they say "misery needs company"

but tell that bitch dont come by me

im tryna stay ok , but the pain get the best of me .

dont hesitate to question me , all the truth i gaurentee ,

yu turned a pessimist to an optimist ,

made a reality of my dream .

i know better then to let something this great elude my grasp ,

hear me out ______ ______, im tryna make this shit last .

xo-Brittany Ramos

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